This is a repost:
“I didn’t realize I liked my life so much until everything changed.”
—”Neighbours” Channel 5
That was certainly true for me, before I became ill this way; and based on my own experience this way, it strikes me we are often very ungrateful when life is good or reasonable for us, we often do not even seem to notice how blessed we are. WE are often filled with darkness and melancholic thoughts, because all things in our life are not to our liking, which speaks of very great pride, that we will be dark and gloomy because God hasn’t quite made our life “perfect.” And it also speaks of great ingratitude, because if we looked around and saw all the good things that are making our life overall so pleasant and good, we would praise God instead of going into blackness for the things that are less than perfect.
One cannot simultaneously praise God, and yet also experience total darkness or bad melancholy at the same time. If when things are good for us, or at least reasonable, when we start to succumb to the blues, or melancholy, we would do well to look around us and see all the good things in our lives, the very many blessings, and force our minds off the things that are less than perfect, and Praise Him, for those blessings and good things, and realize that we actually like our life quite a lot, and have much to be thankful for, and are not deserving of any of them, because we are all worthy of hell, in both this life and the next.
I only say in this in hindsight of course, of my life changing beyond anything that leaves any of it recognizable to me any longer. But I should have been more thankful before it changed, and are left agreeing with the quote above, “I didn’t realize I liked my life so much until everything changed”
And another reason is, all these things are uncertain blessings. We all tend to take our lives for granted, even the best among us. But everyone of those good things could be gone or destroyed by tomorrow. My life has not one thing left in it, that I used to so love and cherish, its all gone. Best to enjoy those good things God gives us, and use them for His glory, by us praising and thanking Him, for the good things He has done, and for His mercy on unworthy sinners such as we. It’s like the person who gets the news that he has six months to live. That news can so gall him, that he will spend the remaining of his days, utterly miserable because he knows his time is short, and he is anxious, afraid, angry and all the rest. Or he can realize his time is indeed short, and live every day as if it is his last, and make the most of what he has got while he has got it. I don’t mean by that, an eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow we die philosphy. But rather using the good things God has given us, in the way he intended for them to be. They are not just for our comfort and ease, and pleasure, they are also supports to our faith to keep us standing in it, when things take a turn for the worse. We should never enjoy the gifts without thinking of the giver. And we would never be in abject misery or melancholia, if we have good things in our lives and many blessings, if we were truly grateful, and thankful to the Giver of those things, and unless our pride didn’t tell us, we deserve more, because every single thing is not quite perfect.
If we are not thankful, and succumb to melancholia or angst despite them, then God has every reason to remove those things from us, and then we will realize like the quote, that we really do like our lives and have much to be thankful for, and concentrate on those rather than the wants, desires that we still have in our souls.
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